Saturday, April 19, 2008
♥ A tiring and stress up day
My god, its been 3yrs since I've written any blogs and I've forgotten my previous blog's address and password :<
The reason to start my blogging is because my lesbian buddy encourage me and i also wanted to take revenge on her for writing bad staff about me in her blog hehehehe.
Yesterday was suppose to be a happy day as its our yearly increment from the company, but it turns out not so happy for me after all as i didn't get promoted which actually its a small thing but below reasons are the real reasons that make me feel so tired and siannnn.
A) My manager told me I didn't get promoted because my senior manager KL didn't nominate me due to various reasons like I've just got my upgrade 2yrs ago and I've got a special increment from company last yr and blah blah blah all excuses at least i would rather hear the truth so that i can reflect and change for the better.
B) one colleague of mine i shall call her Mdm Bull. First let me describe her, she's a middle age women with 3kids practically an auntie, as a person i do not have any prejudices against her expect she likes to argue, "kay-po", talk shit and back stabbing people and her hobby is talking non-stop. the best part is SHE GOT PROMOTED....... When I first heard of it i can't believe my eyes or ears as she's a lousy worker who likes to argue with people even when its her fault. As compared her workload is damn little as she's only handling 3 small services and no tender accounts and still can complain her workload is heavy and my assistance manager C transfer her accounts to me. As an EA2 all my colleagues knows that my workload is a lot as I'm handling 3 big services and a troublesome customer Exxon.
That was when i'm really thinking what criteria does the company based on when promoting people. If compare certificate I'm better, comparing working attitude at least i do not argue with managers when I'm in the wrong and lastly comparing 人缘 she's out of the question as most people hate her and I can proudly say even since I'm working in this department the only things i get from customers are complements and zero complains. Even all my colleagues are wondering but no one dare to voice out any comments. But after this incident it really makes me realize when working other than working hard and smart and having good terms with your colleagues you must also know how to "sa-ka" your managers like every morning buy her coffee, everyday go lunch with her, everyday complain to her, everyday wait for her to go home together and lastly when your manager got promoted you must be the first in line to cheong into her room and congrats her.
C) after all these happens i really feel like taking a break from work as i don't feel like seeing anyone of them but no choice I've taken all my leave for my exams so have to "guai guai" work and put on my best plastic smile to face them. Think i can get a best actress award for this (>_<). My lunch buddies console me say next year try again I just reply them see how bah, cause i really can't advance much by staying in this department and if I'm really contented with such environment i will not torture myself by studying a part time degree.
Ok enough with all these unhappy staffs let me share some happy things.
My buddy A got the promotion and she also got the upgrade as me 2yrs ago and she work 1yr later than me in the company but I'm happy for her because she really work very hard and well and she is very knowledgeable plus i got 2 free cakes from her as a treat yippeeeee (but i must find another person to share the fats with me hehehehe)
Another thing that i feel most console is my assistance manager C suddenly call me during afternoon and ask if I'm alright as she sense that something is wrong but of course i can't tell her much as that Mdm Bull is sitting right behind me :/
Oh after work i went for the company movie screening "The Forbidden Kingdom" Yipppyyy got my favorite Jet Lee and Jackie Chan and I invited my lesbian buddy along since its free hehehe.
But before the show i let my lsb waited for me for almost 1hr and I hereby sincerely apologize to you if you are reading it and I've explain to you the reason so i wouldn't say much here lalalalala.
After movie we went to chinatown ktv as Nicole and Jason invite me along but when i reach there i got the shock of my life and most funny part is my lsb wanted to run away hahaha. Reason is because Jason didn't warn me that there were a lot of people. In order not to be rude we politely went in and sit down beside Jason and ordered 2 cups of Chinese tea and stare at space till my colleague Khong message and ask if he can join us for KTV then an idea struck me and i ask my lsb to go book another room and we are out of there lalalala.
Not saying that its not fun to join such a big group but when you do not know most of them you also can't enjoy much especially when my singing is like a duck i also do not want to torture them with it. Wow we sang from 10pm to 4pm just like working half day like that but this will be a once in a while event as i do not want to be a panda and i need my beauty sleep hehehe.
Ok enough for now i need to go prepare myself and go for facial and this is the 2nd time i rewrite this blog due to the stupid system problem and my previous posting was lost arrrrrhhhhh.
The reason to start my blogging is because my lesbian buddy encourage me and i also wanted to take revenge on her for writing bad staff about me in her blog hehehehe.
Yesterday was suppose to be a happy day as its our yearly increment from the company, but it turns out not so happy for me after all as i didn't get promoted which actually its a small thing but below reasons are the real reasons that make me feel so tired and siannnn.
A) My manager told me I didn't get promoted because my senior manager KL didn't nominate me due to various reasons like I've just got my upgrade 2yrs ago and I've got a special increment from company last yr and blah blah blah all excuses at least i would rather hear the truth so that i can reflect and change for the better.
B) one colleague of mine i shall call her Mdm Bull. First let me describe her, she's a middle age women with 3kids practically an auntie, as a person i do not have any prejudices against her expect she likes to argue, "kay-po", talk shit and back stabbing people and her hobby is talking non-stop. the best part is SHE GOT PROMOTED....... When I first heard of it i can't believe my eyes or ears as she's a lousy worker who likes to argue with people even when its her fault. As compared her workload is damn little as she's only handling 3 small services and no tender accounts and still can complain her workload is heavy and my assistance manager C transfer her accounts to me. As an EA2 all my colleagues knows that my workload is a lot as I'm handling 3 big services and a troublesome customer Exxon.
That was when i'm really thinking what criteria does the company based on when promoting people. If compare certificate I'm better, comparing working attitude at least i do not argue with managers when I'm in the wrong and lastly comparing 人缘 she's out of the question as most people hate her and I can proudly say even since I'm working in this department the only things i get from customers are complements and zero complains. Even all my colleagues are wondering but no one dare to voice out any comments. But after this incident it really makes me realize when working other than working hard and smart and having good terms with your colleagues you must also know how to "sa-ka" your managers like every morning buy her coffee, everyday go lunch with her, everyday complain to her, everyday wait for her to go home together and lastly when your manager got promoted you must be the first in line to cheong into her room and congrats her.
C) after all these happens i really feel like taking a break from work as i don't feel like seeing anyone of them but no choice I've taken all my leave for my exams so have to "guai guai" work and put on my best plastic smile to face them. Think i can get a best actress award for this (>_<). My lunch buddies console me say next year try again I just reply them see how bah, cause i really can't advance much by staying in this department and if I'm really contented with such environment i will not torture myself by studying a part time degree.
Ok enough with all these unhappy staffs let me share some happy things.
My buddy A got the promotion and she also got the upgrade as me 2yrs ago and she work 1yr later than me in the company but I'm happy for her because she really work very hard and well and she is very knowledgeable plus i got 2 free cakes from her as a treat yippeeeee (but i must find another person to share the fats with me hehehehe)
Another thing that i feel most console is my assistance manager C suddenly call me during afternoon and ask if I'm alright as she sense that something is wrong but of course i can't tell her much as that Mdm Bull is sitting right behind me :/
Oh after work i went for the company movie screening "The Forbidden Kingdom" Yipppyyy got my favorite Jet Lee and Jackie Chan and I invited my lesbian buddy along since its free hehehe.
But before the show i let my lsb waited for me for almost 1hr and I hereby sincerely apologize to you if you are reading it and I've explain to you the reason so i wouldn't say much here lalalalala.
After movie we went to chinatown ktv as Nicole and Jason invite me along but when i reach there i got the shock of my life and most funny part is my lsb wanted to run away hahaha. Reason is because Jason didn't warn me that there were a lot of people. In order not to be rude we politely went in and sit down beside Jason and ordered 2 cups of Chinese tea and stare at space till my colleague Khong message and ask if he can join us for KTV then an idea struck me and i ask my lsb to go book another room and we are out of there lalalala.
Not saying that its not fun to join such a big group but when you do not know most of them you also can't enjoy much especially when my singing is like a duck i also do not want to torture them with it. Wow we sang from 10pm to 4pm just like working half day like that but this will be a once in a while event as i do not want to be a panda and i need my beauty sleep hehehe.
Ok enough for now i need to go prepare myself and go for facial and this is the 2nd time i rewrite this blog due to the stupid system problem and my previous posting was lost arrrrrhhhhh.
2:30 PM
