Wednesday, July 1, 2009

damn it i felt soo pissed off now arhhhh, wanted to vent out my anger and unhappiness but its office hours and i cannot talk too loud on the phone....

reson so pissed off is all PL's fault, these few weeks i felt so left out and so ignored by him GRRR!!!!!! whenever i tell him something he will just give me no reaction or a 不关我事的脸. It really let me hesitate to tell him anymore things, last week we had this big quarrel and we agreed that we must say out our feelings to each other in order to avoid anymore misunderstanding, but whenever i said out my feelings, he gave me the same attitude again and again.

Sometimes i do wonder what am I to him? Just a someone to accompany him or someone he cares and loves. I'm trying my very best to be an understanding GF but I felt that I'm very taken for granted. @#^TYT@$%

Maybe i should just be a 野蛮女友 then I'll get attention from him!!!